Run 4 your heart.

I am not a runner to loose weight, competition or for training. I dont do it for the money ( even though im broker then the ten commandments), or recognition. I run for the fun of it. I should be taking my own advice. Here am I running on a team and for coaches who only want there trophy or for there recognition. There having me run for them and the school. There making it a job for me and taking the fun out of it. I want to quit the team but I cant. I just dont want to be known for the star athlete who quit the team. I actually pay respect to Lebron James for following his heart not for other peoples needs.

I was just about to go on a perfect run in the neighborhood today on the day I get out really early today and by the time I was about to go out it just started raining. Normally when it's raining outside nothing would stop me, but this one did. Its lightning, theres thunder, and its complete HAIL! Out there lol. Hopefully my mom would let me go out on a run after the rain stops. Most likely she wont because she still wont let me go. I might just have to go some other time. :(

I am 15 and I am going through those day's. The days when you start getting crazy about girls but you get sad and depressed because you cant get one. Yep, I'm going through that stage, they have just been in my mind lately. I have to keep my mind off of them!

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Been a while again ever since I've updated my blog. Well everythings been going alright I just been chilling most of the time. I still feel all alone in this world. Im now coming to realize that you have to accept the truth even though it dont seem right. Well im about to get off this couch now and go outside in this tundra to go on a run. Bye!

weekly post

Its been a long time ever since ive been on this site. I've been having fun in the winter snow for the past two months. I love the winter almost better than summer. The only thing I dont like about the winter is that it gets dark way to early. I'm gonna try to enjoy today like theres no tomarrow because I have a snow day today and my school never closes most of the time when its 4ft of snow and its below zero. I might blog later I'm gonna go on a long run.

Happy Birthday!

Its been a while since ive posted on here. So far im happy because ive been through the best weekend ive had in a long time. I broke my vibram five finger strap so im going to have to get a new pair, but for now im stuck with big bulky blocks on my feet. Im not gonna buy me another pair of five fingers because why spend $100 on some shoes already with absolutly no sole when you have bare feet already. Well you are going to have to spend alot of time after or before a run trying to get your soles tuffer which might result in loss of time on runs which also equals less milege. That also reminds me! I havent been having time to go on runs lately since the doctor situation again and now that im going back to school and winter time is coming I have less time in the day to make good milege on my runs. So I try to make up more of my runs on the weekends. So far today I think I ran about 10 mi or more, I wish I had one of those fancy gps watches so I can monitor my milege count because I might be either logging alot more milege or alot less milege than I say I do. But that session I did was about 1 hour 30 or 40 minutes because I check the time on my phone. I would have did another two miles but my stupid old new phone keeps on dieing on me. I gave it a full charge and its gonna just die on me in the evening on my run when its getting cold. But im gonna try to get me a new phone neext week. Another new thing thats new going on in my life is that I got a new dog. His name is James (AKA Bark! Bark!). We call him Bark! Bark! most of the time because he responds to it. He's a stray dog I found in the streets not to long ago, but he is a really nice dog. I dont really know how old he is but he's middle aged im guessing. But my mom wants to get rid of him. But im gonna try to keep him a little while longer. But after having him I noticed it takes alot of responsibility taking care of a dog especially a stray dog. But its worth it in the end depending on how much you love dogs. I have surgery tomarrow on my eye, I need to get rid of this stye which is an eye zit. So im gonna go hit the hay. Before I go ive forgot to mention that my birthday passed not to long ago on Halloween im 15 now so i think im old enough to do a marathon by myself by myself cant wait. So bye!

Breaking Free.

Im am now starting to break free, my milege is increasing because instead of running 2-6 miles im starting to run for a whole 2 hours non stop and i have no idea how long i be running but i be averageing about a nice 7 or 6 minute pace. But I remember doing 10 miles not to long ago. And now that im out of cross country I dont have to worry about my milege being way to long. So thats a pretty good thing. I might go on a run pretty soon and I dont know how long am I gonna run today, but I might just go on an easy run today since my calves still hurt from yesterday. I know im gonna be a great distance runner when I grow up, and I'm gonna use my abilitys to help people. Im not gonna do races for money ( well maby when I need help myself) but do charity also. The sun is out shining now and its gonna be a beatiful today and any body who read my blog just go outside, dont sit on your but and waste your time exploring the internet. Because there are many places to explore out there in the world.