Run 4 your heart.

I am not a runner to loose weight, competition or for training. I dont do it for the money ( even though im broker then the ten commandments), or recognition. I run for the fun of it. I should be taking my own advice. Here am I running on a team and for coaches who only want there trophy or for there recognition. There having me run for them and the school. There making it a job for me and taking the fun out of it. I want to quit the team but I cant. I just dont want to be known for the star athlete who quit the team. I actually pay respect to Lebron James for following his heart not for other peoples needs.

I was just about to go on a perfect run in the neighborhood today on the day I get out really early today and by the time I was about to go out it just started raining. Normally when it's raining outside nothing would stop me, but this one did. Its lightning, theres thunder, and its complete HAIL! Out there lol. Hopefully my mom would let me go out on a run after the rain stops. Most likely she wont because she still wont let me go. I might just have to go some other time. :(

I am 15 and I am going through those day's. The days when you start getting crazy about girls but you get sad and depressed because you cant get one. Yep, I'm going through that stage, they have just been in my mind lately. I have to keep my mind off of them!

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Been a while again ever since I've updated my blog. Well everythings been going alright I just been chilling most of the time. I still feel all alone in this world. Im now coming to realize that you have to accept the truth even though it dont seem right. Well im about to get off this couch now and go outside in this tundra to go on a run. Bye!